Saying Goodbye to a Piece of Me🍁🍂

         Losing a loved one is like having the rug swept from under you. We plan a lot for future and those plans can be taken in the blink of an eye.

        The world seems to stand still when you are told. The feeling you have never felt before, of total depression. You feel faint and stunned as if you are falling or dreaming. Somehow you knew it was going to happen but you could never be ready for it. You don't know what to say. You are totally dumbstruck. You burn up, feel shaky, but no tears will come. You have to get up there, to break free, do away anything to make this feeling fade. You just don't want to believe it happened. Part of you wants to cry your heart out and the other part of you wants to hit something with the anger that is seething inside you.  

       The funny thing about death is, it brings out the sheer delusion in all of us, I had a firsthand experience  in this case. Trust me it is something that you can never escape.  You will drown into this misery and find your lips locked together by the shear animus thinking about the last encounter with your loved one, for the rest of your life...

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